I have been fighting a Diease called Bechets Diease for 5 years now, if no one knows what that is , its inflammation of the bllod vessels that can effect everywhere blood flows..You get ulcers and sores throughout your body..Going through differant medcines and the side effects can bring you down and you feel like giving up and you look in the mirror and you loose how you use to see yourself..I have recently fell in love with the Pin up look, becuz no matter how you feel on the inside you look beautiful on the outside, classy and sexy at the same time...I found this website i was really happy that i could share my story to others..NO matter who you are on the inside, and what you are going through in your life, we all can shine in our own way by finding something that makes us smile and if its just making a fashion statement or a hobby than put everything you have into it..I am happily married to a US Army soldier that is my best friend and he has been my strongest rock since i have met him, we have a beautiful daughter age 1 together, that can light my face up with just one of her smiles in a heartbeat..I have Good days that i take advantage of and i go full strengthand make up for the days i loose, becuz i know that it will take me 3 days to get my stamia up to do it again..But i can always look through a camera lens and see a perfect girl that doesnt have a diease and all i see is a beautiful smile....I get judged alot by people , but no one knows how i feel until you fill my shoes...and walk the life i have been down...